Maintain My Zeal

"Do not conform outwardly to the standards of this world, but let God transform you inwardly by a complete change of your mind." (Romans 12)

During our zero in Daleville, I watched a lot of TV (first time since getting on the trail, thank goodness!) while resting up in our hotel room. By the end of our time there I could really feel myself getting sucked back in by the world. "Say Yes to the Dress" had me wishing I had spent more time, effort, and money looking for my perfect wedding dress two years ago (and I don't even like shopping, hence why I bought the first dress I tried on when I got back from Guate). Looking at all the celebrities and models on the commercials had me wishing my face looked more unique and stunning. Laying in a bed made me wish for more material comforts. We were only off the trail for one day, and I already lost sight of who I want, and should, be! Living intentionally takes much more intentionality than I'm apparently giving it. 

"True contemplatives, then, are not the ones who withdraw from the world to save their own souls, but are the ones who enter into the center of the world and pray to God from there." (Genesee Diary).

I see this hike as a type of sabbatical, taking time off from the "real world" to focus on my spiritual life/relationship with God. It can be very beneficial to "withdraw from the world" for a period of time, if only to prepare me to face the world head on when the time comes. After suffering from burnout in my college years, a good summer of doubt before graduation, and a few lazy years of recuperation, this hike comes at a good time. I look forward to jumping back into the thick of the world when I return. Hopefully I will learn how to maintain my zeal after the trail.

"Don't let the world around you squeeze you into its own mold." (Romans 12)